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Jane. Child of GOD. Slacker medic. Part-time 'housewife', full-time watcher of dramas and variety shows. Ex-handbeller, occasional cellist, casual pianist. Who knows what else?

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stop going online man jane!!! study for prelims or sleep lor!!!!

i'm going crazy...talking to myself on my blog is one of those symptoms...hahah. but i seriously can't force myself to go on hiatus, unless the com crashes...hahaha. NOOOOOOOO....THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN CRASH NOW, MR COMPUTER! I MUST FINISH MY CIP REFLECTIONS FIRST!!!! =(

yes. i'm going insane.

shucks...i'm seriously punishing my body to divert my attention to something else. anything. just not that...stuff. it keeps me awake sometimes, no wait, most of the time, when i can't sleep lah. it's subconscious man...and the way it permeates my thoughts is chao scary. haizzzzzz. i like the witching hours, it's so quiet and peaceful. it's actually my fav mugging time, but it seriously screws up my sleeping time and my bio clock. it's also the time when random things pop into my head, but most random things pop into my head when i'm taking a shower. hahaha....highest frequency of random thoughts. maybe coz there's nothing to occupy my mind during that time, unless i count the no. of soap bubbles or something.

maybe the water is like the waves of melancholy sweeping over me-- the water does taste a little saltier than it should at times.

but i normally hide it well. yes, i still flinch a bit when people talk about it for fun or something, but i guess i hide it by getting agitated. spastic me. if i were to bury everything i wanted but was afraid to do in a hole 6-feet into the ground, it would have flowed out of the given space long long ago, it'll look somewhat like those mountains of rubbish in philippines. there's a name to that mountain but i kinda forgot liao.(though i'm really really sure that it ain't called 'mt garbage'.) all i do remember is that that part of the mountain collapsed one day and killed many people living there,foraging for usable stuff in the pile of waste to sell. oh..and it's in the slums i guess.

days and weeks have long passed since then and i guess that the following fortnights, months, years, decades, scores.....will pass in the same way too. haiz. soon, we'll just be a figment of each other's imagination. a blurred memory, buried in the deep recesses of each other's minds. everything will be shrouded by a haze...one that just gets thicker with time. paths that once crossed will diverge one day....i'm just praying (probably in vain) that THAT day will not come soon.....

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