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Jane. Child of GOD. Slacker medic. Part-time 'housewife', full-time watcher of dramas and variety shows. Ex-handbeller, occasional cellist, casual pianist. Who knows what else?

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Went to Edinburgh and back over the weekend for a 9-5 course over 2 days, but it was actually quite a relaxing weekend otherwise. Got to meet up with friends from home too!!! Twas pretty awesome chilling out with them and acting like a tourist all over again. =D

Anyways, yet another friend remarked that I never look stressed. Ever. Hmmm...after some thought, I wonder if it may just because I know WHO is in charge of my life and therefore don't really need to stress out over life. It's that inner peace in knowing that things will turn out for the better no matter what, plus HE who has power over the entire universe is loving and knows my limits. So...why should I have to worry? ^^

Been thinking more than normal recently, just cause I have to settle random things, like ensuring I have at least 1 elective to do over summer. HEH. Or...I'm just too annoyed with my snowball of work to chase after it and flatten it. Actually, I just want to write something quite to push my emo post down. I promise, this will be less emo! But thanks to everyone who has asked after me, really appreciated it! So....down to random things.

1. Blogging is therapeutic. As is talking to people face-to-face or online.

2. Flower boy ramyun shop is cute! And I can watch 3-5min of it each time while waiting for the computer to start up, or while having my meals. Finishing 1 episode in 3-4days is quite good lor! PROGRESS MADE

3. School is annoying...wish it were more organised/efficient. The paperwork to settle for applications is also annoying.... or maybe I'm just a lazy person who wishes ready-made things dropped down from the sky. Unfortunately, that's not how the world works, so...I can live with it.

4. I get worked up too easily over things that don't even affect me. Like people who complain about the transport system in singapore. Ok, so it is crowded, cost is rising but service is not....I totally get why you are complaining, but if you all can just take a step back and look at the whole situation, it's not too bad yet, especially in comparison with other countries. Was super tempted the other day to shoot back a reply at someone complaining about having to wait 17min for a bus; luckily I didn't. Honestly, even though I'm in a 'first world country', the transport links are still not as good as that in Singapore. (though it is still kind of decent, compared to some 3rd world countries...) Anyway, just be content with what you have people! Come and experience buses with 1 hour frequencies that cost 5singdollars so long you travel at least 5stops first, then come and complain.

5. World War Z is a really cool book! It totally appeals to the inner geek in me, especially the way they portray Zombies as patients with a very infectious disease, causing a Zombie pandemic. And the themes! And how realistically it reflects the current world situation! And the 'infection control techniques'! Ok...it's abit morbid though...but uber cool. I know my sister gave me these faces (O.O and -____-|||) when I borrowed it and said I was abit weird. HAHAHHAHAHA....I don't care! I totally intend to catch the movie when it comes out, not just because there's Angelina Jolie in it or because Glasgow was one of the shooting locations.

6. It'll probably to be very hard to be with someone who is not at the same stage in life as you, just as it is probably easier to be with someone who is on the 'same page' as you. That's just the way of life. It's not impossible, just probably harder. Like how I would not be able to relate to that person as well as I should, just coz I don't understand the lingo/situation/circumstances that well since it would be in my future (theoretically speaking). Either way, it'll probably be a very unbalanced relationship where one just gives while the other just receives, because he/she is less able to give. I throw in the towel liao....shall just be reduced to living alone in my old age with my 'furball' (aka my ball of algae) as my life companion. HAHAHHAHA... such a bleak thought.

7. CN BLUE AND FT ISLAND MIGHT BE COMING TO UK EARLY NEXT YEAR!!!! OMYTIAN!!! SPAZZZZZZZZ. I'm SOOO going for it...who cares about school!!!! LOL. There better be enough tickets for me to get one....or i'll cry. *unhealthy obssession*

8. Bump of chicken is a cool band. Just discovered them and love their songs! Rediscovering deviantart is also swell...I could spend all day gawking at the lovely pictures uploaded (and wish I could draw as well as that)

9. I'm glad I made the decision to focus on one less area of service. Rather than trying to be supergirl and juggle everything, I've dropped that which I'm not so gifted at (i.e. teaching kids) and focused on that which I have more talents in. That's why the body of Christ is made up of many different people anyway, so that each of us have different talents to be used in different ways to do different (but all equally awesome) things for God! =D

10. I have to stop cussing in my private thoughts and when I'm talking to myself. Yes, I do talk to myself, is that a big problem? I talk to my computer, handphone and other inanimate objects as well...especially when they are not working as well as they should. Ok...maybe it is slightly neurotic of me to do that. hahahhaah....I'm just joking by the way. lololol

11. I got annoyed with the spam links on my tagboard and removed it totally, hence it's been missing from my blog for a while. Not that I think people use it alot though, find me on fb, msn, skype, twitter, email or in person instead. LOL.

That's it! My brain sure seems abit random and unorganised. XD

*Warning: Semi-emo post ahead*

So it's been 6weeks of proper lessons, and I'm already dying. Drowning under it all. It actually sucks to be floundering to keep up btw. And please don't tell me that I don't look stressed, it annoys me to bits and is there a set "stressed-out look"? No there isn't a standard stressed-out look...and I just happen to hate showing negative emotions.

In all honesty, I'm not ok. I do not feel like I'm coping well at all with work & my other responsibilities, plus I feel bad to agree to do something & not see it to completion. As a result, I'm over-expanding every ounce of energy I have....and I'm just freaking tired. It feels like it's accumulating too quickly for me to catch up with as well....HELP.

The to-do list just gets longer with every passing minute.....

Though I'm actually not done ranting, I understand that there's always other people out there that have it worse than me....I'm just a weakling to be unable to cope with what's on my plate at the moment. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH....hate that sinking feeling....but am powerless to stop it.

I guess there's only 1 way to handle this: GRIT MY TEETH AND BEAR IT. till it's over. or till i go into a nervous/mental breakdown. whichever first.

Maybe I'm already losing my sanity and going into a mini-breakdown. LOL. That would explain this post in the first place....sigh. Maybe this post is just my way of telling the world I'm not ok, without actually telling anyone in particular. Is that not the whole point of the internet?

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