sick and broke...
stupid cough. i'm hacking up phlegm and what-nots....sucks. alot of people are sick too....beware of the potent bug going around man!
just watched F1, which is not exactly my type of spectator sports. 10 laps are fine...but 61?!?! it kinda dragged on after a while, but there was nothing much to watch on tv anyway, so watch lor. watched the most 'exciting' part of the race though, the part that is probably gonna cost massa his championship title. poor guy, not his fault somemore, blame ferrari's pit stop team. i guess racing just isn't for me-i found it pretty boring to watch people going round and round and round again for more than an hour. of course, RACING GAMES are another matter altogether (though i suck at them due to immense lack of practice. i wish i had an xbox,psp, ps3, wii...), lend me someone's gaming console and jane is a happy girl!
oh yes...and i'm super broke too. it's been a long time since i ran out of notes by the end of the week...haiz. of course, it signifies that i go out WAY too much. treated my sis to ben and jerry's on thurs! =) very nice....but very ex. argh...the fats....argh.
then....went out on fri with caro and jolyn to get presents! turned it into a 'jane shopping/seeing session' halfway. hahahahaha...that really left me broke, especially since i had to go and get the bday celebration pressies too!
man....i should really start studying again.
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 12:11 AM |
attempts to relax the brain....
after fighting with (and losing to) the bio applications revision lecture assignment, i shall attempt to write some rubbish for a while and begin another battle with the personal statement.
casuality: 1 dead brain. (it died in school after my late nights watching hotshot, doing math and bio) it's fried, numbed and definitely inactivated. my sis too! hahah....we're suffering together. stupid major exams. oh....and the other casuality is my fat butt coz i keep sitting down and not exercising (not like i exercise during other days...hahahha)
hmmmm...the good or bad stuff first? ok, good first since i don't subscribe to (or rather, i don't want to) the notion of 先苦后甜.
went out to eat at SUN WITH MOON at wheelock with some of the girls! but felt guilty for neglecting my studies (again), so dragged myself to school with carolyn to do math. hahaha....we both slept at 4+ the previous night watching our shows....hahaha. was watching hotshot! super funny =)
anyways, met chuan and yueling there to eat eat! cheryl overslept lah...otherwise she would be there too. nice nice food, UBER BIG PORTIONS! i'll try that ramen thing caro was eating the next time i go there....=) v nice talking to them too! hahahahha....then went window shopping (jane no money mah....) round wisma and taka. hmmmm....jane's starting to look for nice shoes, bags and of course that prom dress. AHHHH....WRONG TIME TO THINK ABOUT SUCH THINGS!
yayness! going to ben and jerry's with my sis after school tomorrow! hahaha....the super SUPER DUPER belated bday present i owe my sis! =) jane likes ice cream =)
ok....the bad part. the mandatory 'complaining about how i should have studied more so that i wouldn't screw up the tests so badly' ranting.
gp was considered ok, going by the percentiles and stuff. didn't screw it up as badly as i felt i had after doing the paper. scrapped through to get....a good enough grade =) THANK GOD FOR ALL WISDOM AND MERCIES! could see HIS HAND in everything i do, just guiding me and helping me all the way =)
math was an improvement from bt2, maybe coz i did practise a bit more. wah...this one must seriously THANK GOD FOR WISDOM FROM ABOVE, especially for paper 2. had absolutely NO IDEA how to do qn 10, dunno whether it was poisson or binomial and dunno how to do last 2 parts, so just prayed for help and 'anyhow do'. AMAZING. i still don't understand what i was doing (makes mental note to go find yeow), but it was...well....correct. there's no other explanation for it.
econs. gonna get it back tomorrow but the marks on isp were ALOT HIGHER than what i expected. at least never fail, i thought i would just die after doing that HORRIBLE case study. i'm sure i failed/almost failed that one. dunno what they are asking man.
haiz.....chem should be ok right? hopefully ba...*attempts to assure self* hahaha....bio is screwed, i think.
now...battle on! i will defeat you, evil personal statement!
scary. it's like the worst nightmare come true. ok, maybe i exaggerated abit, but....oh wells. 要是再这样下去，我真的不会那么客气了。本小姐不好惹....eee...feels weird and ego calling myself that. help. and i think i'm FINALLY able to put it down. just don't feel anything liaoz. zilch. no sudden happiness or immense emotional turmoil. no flights of joy or pits of agony. nothing, which is good...should be putting my elephantine memory to better use, like memorising bio apps! ew...actually, i hate that, but i'm left with no choice but to study it right...
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 11:43 PM |
more play play playing!
WHEEEEEEE! met AH DIAN to k today!!!! =) hahahahaha...had a nice nice pastamania lunch, wandered around to buy a little angel-mortal promo pressie and then went up to k!!! hahahahah...i was crazy enough to attempt 张韶涵 and 南拳妈妈's lara's uber high-pitched ones. hehehehehe...but it sure was fun!!! of course, i tried to keep within manageable ones like those of jam hsiao, yoga lin and of course my all-time fav: jj! hahahhaa...they are nice lor! too bad gerielle couldn't come. =( nvm, one day, we'll all meet up and go out together!!!! =D
anyways.....that was the nice part of an extremely long and excruciatingly painful day. the students forum was pretty fei with the panelists of high-ranking staff doing nice taichi and avoiding the main issue of contention (in fact, they used it as a mock scolding, 'serves you right for not taking good care of what's kindly provided for your benefit' session). the bio talk by the alberts guy who wrote the (nightmarishly cheem) h3 bio textbook was ok, but he kinda lost me after the frog egg video.
then the worst part, getting back gp. like....ewwwwwwwwwww. got a major lashing from the angmoh gp tutor for our lack of respect for teachers, downright disregard and arrogance towards gp, appalling grammar and lack of maturity of thought for our content points. sooooooooo...basically, we are an epitome the lousy gp student lah. (i hope i'm using that word correctly....) LUCKY HE NEVER MARK MY ESSAY QUESTION MAN!
ahhhhhh...very sleepy liao. i should start studying again....some time in the not too distant future. for now...just let me slack man!
ahhhh...好友劝我应该说出隐藏在心里的话，可能会有意外的惊喜也说不定。会吗？我没她那么乐观吧。尤其是看到周围发生的事情时，我想我讲了也等于白讲。urgh. 他们全部都是一样吧，只会伤害人家‘幼小’的心灵。（当然，我不是在说自己。我哪有什么幼小的心灵...hahahhahahah) 反正我现在应该努力读书才对，这种事情....下次再说吧。it'll be futile, amounting to nothing anyway. ''你脑子里装的是些什么，我没有一点兴趣，不是猜不透。亲爱的，我不想猜了.....'' that mv was like....so sad, yet...it's kinda true in some ways. it's quite ironic isn't it? the more you don't want something to happen, the higher the likelihood of it happening. i believe it's known as 'murphy's law' around here. sucks. stupid law. there's just one thing that i dont really get, why do random people keep asking me random things? so....random. hahahahhahahahah.
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 11:52 PM |
THE MIND CAFE!
after discussing (plus lotsa pleading, badgering, bugging, bargaining and negotiating, oh and lotsa LOTSA begging) with my parents, i went for class outing at the mind cafe @ boat quay! (yes, the spastic location is why i have to go through such great lengths to get them to allow me to go...hmph. why couldn't we have gone to the purvis street one? then i can go out till a later time and not have to use my BIG PUPPY EYES and shameless pleading so much....sighs)
fun! hahahahahaha. (almost) the whole class went and ms tay treated us! (for now lah...hahah. must pay her back...) played lotsa games with the girls: caro, jolyn, suat, wenyan, veron, yueling, nicole, plus cheryl and chuan who came later. cheryl was SUPER FUNNY lah! hahahah. she came out of raffles place mrt stn, walked a couple of steps to the o' briens (sian diao, dunno how to spell) at oub (or issit uob? argh....i forgot which name they adopted after the merger ages ago...)centre and got lost. hahahaha. caro, suat and i came to her rescue.....
caro (on the phone): cheryl! don't move! stay there, we'll come and get you
(3 of us walk to the oub centre there...)
caro (still on the phone): cheryl! where are you??? we don't see you leh? are you at plaza 1? are you inside the building? no?
(look around for prominent landmarks)
caro: ahhhh...do you see the river? do you see cedele? no? ermmmmm...
(sees big sculpture of a bird)
caro: AH! do you see the big bird? yes? yes? we're there! ah! i see you!!!
and we found cheryl. hahahaha...she baked nice nice cookies! yummy =)
hahahaha.....played games like charades (hahahaha...pronounced sher-rades, not sher-rahdes. hahaha......always think of brendan's ultra screwed pronounciation whenever i play this.), some mining game (yl so 记仇 one....hahaha. we kept blocking each other...hahahha), some snap-like game and truth-and-dare jenga! hahaha....the last one was fun...though i toppled that stupid unstable tower. haiz.
then took pics by the river! wheeeee.....sad case me can't afford to go into fullerton, so just take a pic with it ba! hahaha....pix with jolyn =)
argh....then due to my pact, couldn't go out to eat with caro, cheryl, chuan and yueling....haiz. nvm, better than not being allowed out at all....
oooooooo....chanced upon this nice (and yes, emo) song! hahaha...i love slow (and extremely emo) songs now for some weird reason....
猜不透-丁当 (
http://www.yue365.com/getgeci/5194/204511.shtml)
猜不透 你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁
*猜不透 相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
**如果忽远忽近的洒脱 是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔 是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
***x2
到底这感觉谁对谁错 我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透
hehehe...nice song! heart-wrenching i think...uber emo! written by mayday's ashin, who also played the piano intro (or issit some other mayday member? look at the mv ba...) and sang 走火入魔 (uber nice and sweet duet that i posted last time! ooo...and i'm hearing it now! =D) with 丁当...
真的觉得自己是个超级大白痴。明知道自己现在做什么都是完全没用的，但每次都还是做这种傻事，有何必呢？拿得起就应该学会放得下，不是吗？真是的，你知道你有多没用吗？craps, 又开始自言自语，语无伦次了。还有，真的希望下一个目标不会是我。千千万万不可以是我！nightmare man....choy choy. touchwood. 可是，就是有不好的预感...
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 11:22 PM |
FREEDOM!
urgh....prelims are finally over. they seem to go on forever and ever and ever. yucks. hate mugging hard-core man, so stressful and time-consuming, plus it screws my circadian clock pretty badly. I CAN FINALLY USE THE COM AND SLEEP AT NORMAL TIMES AGAIN!!!! =) haha....the only problem is that i'm abit sick now, no thanks to sleeping at stupid timings. XP
anyways, prelims were like....blegh. you either know how to do it, or you have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA how to do it. all non-muggable stuff man. i'm soooooo gonna fail man. dunno how to do econs macro case-study, dunno how to do vectors, sequences and series, among many math questions, dunno how to do bio paper 1, 2 and 3, plus dunno how to do some chem qns. URGH. getting back gp on friday summore, sucks man.
forget it man, what's done is done. no use crying over spilt milk (or uber hard exam qns for that matter...) NOW FOR NICER STUFF!
watched WALL-E today with the class girls, other than monkey and nandhu. SO CUTE AND SWEET LAH!!!! i would be soooooooo touched (like eve was) if some guy was sooooooooo nice and caring like wall-e (as in a HUMAN guy, not a bot). ahhhhhhhhhhh....wall-e was super funny too man! but jane must get off the chair/bed and start exercising, i'm so NOT going to turn into those lumps of fats called humans in 700+ years time. they look like a cross between teletubbies and inflated balloons, rolling around on their little pods that transport them here and there, watching stuff and communicating through their little screens. they can't even walk or get up if they accidentally roll off their little transporter thingies man. PATHETIC! i'm soooooooo not going to turn into that kind of useless people with no life and stuff...
but the thing that i really like about this show is how it raises such pertinent issues and puts them across in a kid-friendly, easily digestable manner. consumerism, pollution, couch potato lifestyle, advertisments dictating your life, how technology has COMPLETELY changed the way people communicate, the demise of face-to-face communication, etc. ABSOLUTELY RELEVANT in today's context! hahaha....this para sounds so gp-ish. argh...dun wanna get gp back!!!
and cheryl fell asleep AGAIN. oh wells, if she can fall asleep during batman, she can sleep through almost anything.
went to eat at crystal jade before that! nice dimsums and la mian!!!! =) i LOVE those sheng jian baos!!!! chao chao chao chao chao hao chi! monkey and 4 guys also came along....hahaha. partial class outing ba. jianan was being weird, ordering 34 dumpling-ish stuff lah. in the end, his table gave our table 2 dumplings since the rest of the guys rejected it. lol....how can people eat 34 dumplings man...
oh oh, i saw CYNTHIA!!! hahaha....in true mghandbeller spirit, the first few things she asked was ''when do we get to play handbells again? must tell me when we get to play ok?'' OF COURSE MY DEAR! hahaha....love mghandbells! <333!
oooooo....and we saw michelle chia and her bf today. yes, the tv actress. quite embarrassing man, coz we were all GAWKING. like staring really hard man. hahaha...jolyn is the most embarrassing one lah, go and bang into an angmoh by accident. hahahahah
YAY!!!! NO SCHOOL TOMORROW AND ON THURS!!!!!!!!!! finally, we end earlier than the physics people man!!! for once in dunno how many exams man!!!! =)
oh yes...mid-autumn festival a few days ago! mooncakes galore! just feel like posting 2 'related' songs. ok fine, maybe it's not uber related to mooncake festival lah. at least got stuff about the moon lor!
残酷月光-林宥嘉 (
http://www.yue365.com/getgeci/5707/202932.shtml)
让我爱你 然后把我抛弃
我只要出发不要目的
我会一直想你 忘记了呼吸
孤独到底让我昏迷
*如果恨你 就能不忘记你
所有的面目我都不抗拒
如果不够悲伤 就无法飞翔
可没有梦想何必远方....
**我一直都在流浪可我不曾见过海洋
我以为的遗忘 原来躺在你手上
我努力微笑坚强寂寞筑成一道围墙
也敌不过夜里 最温柔的月光
***x2
hahaha...nice emo song! ok, fine. other than the fact that there's the moon in the lyrics, it's not very 'mid-autumn festival'-ish. like yoga lin now man....his songs are quite cool and mostly quite nice =)
但愿人长久-王菲(
http://www.st020.cn/play/100714.htm)
明月几时有 把酒问青天
不知天上宫阙 今夕是何年
*我欲乘风归去 唯恐琼楼玉宇
高处不胜寒 起舞弄清影 何似在人间
**转朱阁 低绮户 照无眠
不应有恨 何事长向别时圆
***人有悲欢离合 月有阴晴圆缺
此事古难全 但愿人长久 千里共婵娟
******okok...i know, it's an old song. whatever lah, i like lor! for those not so well-versed in chinese, it's actually a poem written by this song dynasty poet called 苏轼 (though some would be more familiar with his other names like 苏东坡), but the poem's actually called 水调歌头 lah. yes, it's the same 苏东坡 that supposedly inspired 东坡肉, if you were wondering. the poem is in the higher chinese textbook i think...hahaha. nice song and nice poem lor!i think laoshi made us do a mo xie on this lah...hahah. anyways, i like the faye wong version the best =)
ahhhhh...long long post. maybe it's coz i haven't had the privilege (or time) to blog a long post for soooooooooo long, so must take the opportunity. hahahah. darn, must write the essay of self-praise soon....
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 11:56 PM |
amusements in my sad life...
i'm bored of studying again. not like i studied today, coz it's SUNDAY! =) yay! i like sundays....hahaha. but if i see one more thing about genes and cells, i'll seriously use restriction endonucleases to cleave those spastic genes at their restriction sites and lyse those stupid cells or infect them with some harmful virus. muahahahaha....i don't care if one can get more commercially viable and profitable fish/plants using genetic modification man....hate bio apps.
anyway....THEY HAVE ZORBBALLS HERE!!!!! that is like...SO COOL! and they were playing it in the field behind mg, that big big empty patch there. hahah...go google zorb-balls if you don't know what it is (though you must be quite mountain tortoise not to know about it....) of course, some people clearly do not share my enthusiasm in such stuff...like my parents.
mummy: wah. 做么搭棚?? (think canto.)
me and joanne: ZORB-BALLS!!!! COOL!!!! WAHHHH...THEY HAVE IT HERE!!! it came from....new zealand right? yah yah!!!!
daddy: wah...later no oxygen inside there, then you'll DIE in there.
me and joanne: -_-'' no lah....choy!
mummy: 在进边做么? (think canto. like, what do you do inside)
me and joanne: (happily explain about how you roll around in it....)
mummy: then later roll onto the road and get knocked down by a car...or roll into the drain... (in canto)
me and joanne: -_-'' wouldn't roll so far down lah....
mummy: isn't this 政府地? how come they can go inside and use it?? (in canto)
(mummy and daddy talk animatedly in canto about 'state land signs', etc....
joanne and i:-_-)
hahaha....AGE GAP! rofl...
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 10:26 PM |
siansssssss
i will seriously puke if i see another retarded statistics question. argh argh argh....4more days to FREEDOM!!! bio apps...dao lah. tomorrow then study.
heard this song...very cool and emo man! it's from the royston tan movie 12 lotus and written by a 'grand-senior' hahahaha. the lyrics are very very cool!!! (and cheem. i won't even know how 憨is said if i didn't hear the dj saying it lor! my chinese sure sucks.) it's incorporated the numbers 1 to 12 in the lyrics IN ASCENDING ORDER, which is like....super 考功夫. i mean, i can't even change the lyrics of 4lines of sarangheyo properly and this imba pro lyricist (小寒!) can write this....dunno how long she took man!
疼憨人-杨佳盈阁楼头一遭看烟火 你二话不说就走过
醒在三更懵然的我 瞥见四周盛开花朵
五分熟人儿不安妥 守在六合垸旧角落
咬下七夕遗憾一抹 苦过八月青涩瓜果
**老天若只疼憨人 你为何不在身旁
傻傻将自己捆绑 误把嘲笑当奖赏
老天若会疼憨人 他是否也曾设想
幸福是为自己圆一个谎
九宫命理被谁反锁 逃不过他十指掌握
失意红颜交叉摸索 走失而兜圈的扎裹
**ohhhhh...was listening to the 罐头剧场on the radio...very very sweet! hahaha...i think i study until so bored liao....any form of entertainment is good for me
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 12:39 AM |
just 3 more...
FINALLY, the HORRIBLE week is over. the rest are not TOO bad....at least i kinda studied for most of the rest liao. tuesday tuesday....so near yet so far. i thought this week wasn't ever going to end man....time seems to slow down to a crawl when i'm doing stuff i don't like.
argh.....brain nearly saturated from all that bio mugging today....information threshold point reached man....
i think i'm going crazy man....i thought i heard this cat-fight (literally cats fighting away, meowing at each other) in the middle of the night. super loud, with all the REOW! noises and glass breaking, but my sis said that she didn't hear anything. oh great, first my brain got problem, then my eyesight (but that's another story altogether. i think my 眼光 is seriously screwed...) and now my ears.
ah...oh wells. it's back to the grind again....(and lotsa hitting my head with books/notes)
好喜欢三更半夜k 书的感觉。虽然好像有点不正常，但1-4am 是我的‘最佳mugging时间’。不，是超级不正常。哈哈。就是喜欢夜深人静，在其他人都已见周公的时候，自己一个人听着音乐读书。应该是爱上那份寂静，那凄凉、孤独的感觉。从前的我非常惧怕孤独的感觉。现在呢？我已习惯了吧，但有时心还是会有点痛。haiz....oh! and i found out that the newspaper man sends newspapers at about 3.15, someone in my block wakes up at about 5.30 and the noisiest schoolbus is the one that comes at about 6am. random fun facts...
POSTED BY mysticmalady AT 9:21 PM |
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