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yes...i know that it is past 1am now. i'm still dying/collapsing here while doing h3 lab report. just having a slight (ya right...more like MAJOR) mental block. sooooo...just blog abit.

haiz....i really sigh alot now. just have alot of things to sigh about lately. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

got pw remarks back today. the individual part was not too bad, op was generally still ok but wr was depressingly disasterous. i didn't see A SINGLE good comment. everything was neutral or negative and there were sooooooooooo many criticisms. what a wonderful way to start the day.

then ms choong told us about our equally awful block test results. only 3 people passed i think and it's definitely NOT ME. i'm very sure of that. i should have written faster or something. i think i'm 1 of those borderline failures. ok....fine. i'm a loser. failure. bleh.

felt......super awful the whole day. 有那种被背叛的感觉。yar......must make a mental note to be a bit more laxing before bio, don't need to chiong so badly for bio. and must make a mental note not to try so hard to 'fit in'. and must make a mental note to trash some stuff in my brain to make way for more important stuff.

oh! got this very expected op comment: 'showed obvious signs of nervousness' oh wells....i know some people are really surprised coz normally i can just go up there, act high/confident and just smoke/crap my way through. that's like my 'other me' taking over in a way. and no, i'm not crazy or suffer from split-personality. i'm just able to hide my nervousness well except in 2 conditions. 1st is when i'm going to be judged on my performance, be it in terms of music exam, presentations or interviews with scary interviewers. 2nd is when.....hahaha....i shan't say. but this is very common too among many people. or maybe just in girls, i'm not really sure coz i'm not a guy. hahahaha. in both cases, i just either become tongue-tied or start talking weird random crap that gets even more illogical the more nervous i get after realising that i'm talking alot of stupid things. positive feedback. hahahahaha....crap i'm going all bio-ish. either way, i don't feel like getting pw back at all. actually, some marks can be seen by holding it to the light and scrutinising it very very very closely. hahahahaha....

i think i said too much today liaoz. but u're not stupid and neither am i. i honestly get what u're driving at, just it's abit hard to practise it lah. time. issit a cure or just a way of elongating the pain? i wonder....shucks....i'm not talking sense liao

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