Don't mind me as I ramble on about mindless things! ^^

Jane. Child of GOD. Slacker medic. Part-time 'housewife', full-time watcher of dramas and variety shows. Ex-handbeller, occasional cellist, casual pianist. Who knows what else?

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i don't like diversity and evolution. it's incredibly hard and it's not true! i'm annoyed with the tutorial....coz i'm still stuck at the mcqs. argh. it puts me to sleep. hahahaha. giving my brain a break now after doing math, h3 and some bio. hahahaha.... fine, it's just an excuse to use the computer. hahahaha. but i think it'll be a short post coz my left eye hurts. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO....i dun wanna suffer the same (painful) fate as chuan. argh.....=(

don't like h3. i wanted to go for the SBL in MG last friday, but i had h3. =( the most ironic thing was that the SBL was on cord blood and stem cell research, which i 'learnt' during h3 that afternoon. hahahaha...all my fellow h3-mates would know how ironic that is....especially since the h3 lecture was a ravi lecture. hahahahaha....i shall not niao him further.

OHHHHHHHHH...this is soooooooooooo UNFAIR! mghandbells is gonna be on tomorrow (or rather, today)'s zao an ni hao!!!! NO FAIR! we didn't get to do that last time....though we DID manage to perform on tv...(shudders while remembering the fit-for-pregnant-women, supposedly inspired by traditional korean costume outfit. it was totally shapeless...hahaha) BUT THAT'S COOL! XD MGHANDBELLS RAWK MY SOCKS! =) hmmm...wonder when is the concert. in july or something.....miss handbells like mad.....=( my time there was truly the best time of my life (so far).

speaking of concerts...anyone wants to go for INSPIRATIONS VIII? it's HCSE strings concert lah and i need to recoup my losses, ie that 70 bucks i've gotta pay for the compulsory 10 tickets. preeeeetty preeeetty please???? it's on 10th may, 7 pm (i think...), HC audi. and it's (only) 7bucks. if you're going to support me then BEEEEEEEEEG THANKEW IN ADVANCE! XD (though the possibility of that happening is...pathetic. sadly. so many people don't like classical music or not free or just don't wanna spend the money, etc. sad life i live. oh no...cannot emo. cannot emo.)

i've decided to stop emo-ing so much. i shall revert back to my ladida, utterly random, laugh-at anything, become-super-high (and extremely lame, loser and spastic) self.

i will....
1. stop having violent tendencies (eg. banging books on table in frustration)
2. stop cursing (yeah, i'll stop saying the word 'freaking' and 'kns' and 's***'. i shouldn't even be saying them in the first place)
3. stop complaining about everything and anything that annoys me one bit
4. stop harping on things, going on and on and on randomly about it like a broken tape recorder. (i bet this annoys people around me to no end...)
5. start minding my own business and stop poking my head into anything that doesn't really concern me.
6. stop being so (painfully) self-conscious (that means not getting annoyed when people touch that 'raw nerve')
7. stop being a hypocrite. seriously.

i guess that list can go on forever. hahahahaha. either way, i'm not going to emo. =) no point emoing...it can go on like a emo cycle. like, you're annoyed then you start to emo a bit. then the more you emo, the more pesimistic you get, the more you take everything to heart and get annoyed/depressed/pessimistic at everything. AND YOU JUST BECOME MORE EMO. then it goes on and on until you either take that final leap/cut, etc. or you have to go and see a psychiatrist for your clinical depression. so....you must GET OUT OF THE CYCLE BEFORE YOU'RE FOREVER TRAPPED THERE! ok...i've reverted to my lame, crappy self, remember? this is a crap logic that i've come up with, but it could make perfect sense, in a way.

kind of reminds me of an oft-said quote: 'laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you sob alone in a sad pathetic corner with everyone else laughing at your loser-ness' (obviously, i've edited it a lot so it only bears a slight resemblance to the original phrase...hahahah)

wanted to type this in fine print, but felt a sense of sympathy for the eyes of those who decide to read the fine print (especially when my eyes hurt...hahahahah)

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