Don't mind me as I ramble on about mindless things! ^^

Jane. Child of GOD. Slacker medic. Part-time 'housewife', full-time watcher of dramas and variety shows. Ex-handbeller, occasional cellist, casual pianist. Who knows what else?

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Since starting attachments, I've had to wake up early to get the train to the hospital....and found myself having some time on my hands during the journey to read random stuff, like more drama recaps! LOLOL. Anyway, I've been reading the ones on this new show called Operation Proposal, where a guy goes back in time to 'fix the mistakes' he made in the past and try to prevent his long-time crush cum bff from marrying another guy. That's another show added to my 'watch-when-i'm-more-free' list, along with Moon that Embraces the Sun and Shut Up: Flower Boy Band.

Back to Operation Proposal, I'm intrigued by the idea of time travel and using that as a means of changing things. It's just something I wish I could do...then I can take back this thing I said, or choose another path in life, or do something differently...the list is endless. Of course, I know that is not possible...sigh.

Recently, I've been regretting not following my gut instinct, so that is something I would really love to change if possible. In retrospect (and with more newly acquired knowledge), it is very easy to point out all the red flags staring at me, half-begging me to investigate them. However, I chose not to be more insistent on convincing the other party to go for a proper check-up and.....it was too late. I was only there for a couple of weeks but my gut feeling was that something was really not right with the other party, who was totally different from the person I knew him/her to be. For the past few months, I've been chiding myself constantly for not acting on my suspicions, especially when it had such a typical presentation of weightloss, tiredness.....WHYYYY.....

What is the use of all this knowledge when I can't even use it properly? The only thing I'm grateful for is that the other party is in a much better place now....even if my inaction indirectly caused this consequence. x(

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