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*Warning: Semi-emo post ahead*

So it's been 6weeks of proper lessons, and I'm already dying. Drowning under it all. It actually sucks to be floundering to keep up btw. And please don't tell me that I don't look stressed, it annoys me to bits and is there a set "stressed-out look"? No there isn't a standard stressed-out look...and I just happen to hate showing negative emotions.

In all honesty, I'm not ok. I do not feel like I'm coping well at all with work & my other responsibilities, plus I feel bad to agree to do something & not see it to completion. As a result, I'm over-expanding every ounce of energy I have....and I'm just freaking tired. It feels like it's accumulating too quickly for me to catch up with as well....HELP.

The to-do list just gets longer with every passing minute.....

Though I'm actually not done ranting, I understand that there's always other people out there that have it worse than me....I'm just a weakling to be unable to cope with what's on my plate at the moment. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH....hate that sinking feeling....but am powerless to stop it.

I guess there's only 1 way to handle this: GRIT MY TEETH AND BEAR IT. till it's over. or till i go into a nervous/mental breakdown. whichever first.

Maybe I'm already losing my sanity and going into a mini-breakdown. LOL. That would explain this post in the first place....sigh. Maybe this post is just my way of telling the world I'm not ok, without actually telling anyone in particular. Is that not the whole point of the internet?

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