Lost in thoughts

what if?

Sunday, March 15, 2009 making-sweetness

since i'm still slacking, i've got alot of time to think! hence......the topic for today! =D

was wondering for the longest time whether to put it here or on my locked up lj (btw, if you want to see what sort of crap i write in there, just ask me...oh and get an lj XP). but it doesn't really matter anyway, since these are all HYPOTHETICAL situations. one can't press "rewind" and edit parts of one's life to see the effect of the change. XD

1. what if i took up the challenge to become a gepper in p3?
i'll prob go to rgps, get stuck in their toilets even though the school was relatively new (that was the only thing that my rgps friend told me that remained in my mind) and slog my way, competeing with the imba. then...i might just have gone to do ip. and....well....my best friends now would be RADICALLY DIFFERENT. embarrasingly enough, the thing which stopped me from going to gep was not so much the fact that there were lots of retarded projects to do (though that did contribute to my non-departure), rather, it was something ALOT more trivial. must think like a 9-year-old to understand why the 'report book issue' played the largest role in me not doing gep.

2. what if i hanged out with "the highly angmoh gang" in mg?
this could have been quite likely, coz they were from mg and i've been classmates with some of them for a long long time. heck! i used to be quite "pally" with st, k and t in p6 from sitting around them that year (hence addy's misunderstanding. hahahahha) plus...i think i was on VERY good terms with r n in p3 or p4. surprise surprise. just look at my pri school autograph book (surprise. i DID have one)...GOODNESS. i'm not close to most of the people that wrote in there now (and i keep wondering why i asked them to write in there. hahah)
BUT I DIGRESS...for one, i'll prob know a truckload of ac guys if i hanged out with them and my chinese would be quite....poor. at least even worse than now. oh...and i probably would not be so orientated more to the asian pop culture. my social circle and hobbies would be RADICALLY DIFFERENT too! but.....i prefer my lifestyle now =D yay!

3. what if i went overseas at the end of sec2?
ahhhhhh...i just found out that this could well have happened if the circumstances permitted it. then....i'll be in uk NOW!!!! slogging for my As? maybe. hahahha...or maybe i'll be in uni liao. of course, i'll be paying the home student fees for making the effort to go there at least 3 yrs before entering the uni. thennnnnn....well....i might become some bad girl due to lousy influence there, or i might be ostracized and be uber uber unhappy there. i'm glad i didn't go.

4. what if i joined yf earlier?
hmmmmmm....maybe i'll be in "the other side". or...i would be on better terms with my 'yearmates'. i dunno. it's quite weird really. you can know someone for years without really KNOWING them. well....that's life.

5. what if i didn't hear the "they steal your notes" myth?
i would definitely go to rj, if not for their competitive streak. fine...part of me still regrets not going there. they do everything for you lah! (coz their school is soooooo kiasu) like finding attachments and internships, blah blah. AND LOOK AT THEIR As RESULTS! haizzz....nevermind. at least i live with the knowledge that i can wake up late and get out of the house after 7 without being late. oh...and that i can take all the buses down, except 2! =D

6. what if i learnt the flute instead of the cello for mep?
honestly, the only thing that put me off the flute was the need to blow into that thing. you have NO IDEA how long that flute has been used for and who has blown it before. bear in mind that the flute is BORROWED FROM THE SCHOOL and it really looks....NEVERMIND. then i wouldn't really be in strings in jc (i'll be in band or sth...) and i wouldn't need to get up so early today for cem (i think that's the acronym...) prac today. but....again....other than the fact the cello takes up alot of space and is harder to carry around, i don't regret learning it. it's actually the instrument with the closest sound to the human voice! =)

7. what if i got a bf in jc?
hahaha....i don't wanna know. i bet it'll end with a break up and awkwardness all around. i'm pessimistic, yeah yeah...whatever.

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ahhhhhhhhh.....i keep watching "we got married"!!!! =) niceeeeeeeeeee....especially hyun joong and hwanbo as well as andy and solbi! they can cook too!!!!!!! *SWOONS* the newer eps are not so nice, so i keep watching the old ones. =)

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