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Monday, January 12, 2009 making-sweetness

i've done the cuhk one liaoz =) now i'm suppose to settle my driving stuff. yes, that's me, the no income high expenditure girl. the kind that led to the economy's eventual downfall in US. actually, i wanna find a job in a hospital/clinic (FAT HOPE MAN) or go to MG and do relief teaching. just need to find out HOW to go about doing that.

ok...maybe i can replace ms soh who apparantly went on course. =) that's according to this p6 girl, who's my sister's good friend's sister. COOL. i don't mind teaching primary school kids.

still deciding whether to go for manual or auto. i wanna learn auto 1st, get that stinking license, then go and learn manual. BUT manual lessons are cheaper, it's easier to get a car and (according to my dad) it's easy. ya right man....just look at my lack of hand-eye-foot coordination. i bet i'll beat my mum in terms of the no. of tries i will have to take to pass. if she took n times, i'll take n+m times.

THERE'S AN MG GIRL IN CAMPUS SUPERSTAR?!?!?! wow....i thought mg girls have a natural aversion to chinese, other than the few exceptions. like me? not really, i'm still more angmoh. hehehehe. anyways, her singing is not too bad, but it's quite obvious that she's more comfortable in english. whatever...jiayou junior! (though i don't know her personally.)

oooooo....my sis got her results back. NOT BAD LEH. can use her as a walking advertisement if i want students to tutor. heheheheh...joking.

this is retarded, but i was asked (almost) the same question by 2 very different people. and the answer to their queries is 'NO' with rolling of eyes for added authenticity. it's much easier than saying 'yeah, technically. for a short while, but then it kinda got pretty complex. next thing i knew, all of a sudden...the wheels stopped turning.' obviously i wouldn't dig a hole for myself, open a can of worms, blah...especially when NO is the current 'correct' answer. i don't even mind being labelled a 'failure' man...i'd just rather no one else know. especially those (ie that second person that asked me the qn) that are totally not close to me and it's none of their business anyway.

it's just kinda scary...i mean, i've only been away for a month?!? didn't see it coming, then again it's technically not my business. i'm supposed to be 'older' but that ain't mean that i'm more mature. in fact, i admit that i'm pretty immature when it comes to this kinda stuff. i didn't tell anyone about 'that' incident, so it was kinda awkward later. you've gotta act normal, ceteris paribus-ish so that no one else would guess, but the worst part was to come the next couple of days. wah say....i'm still surprised no one guessed man. oh yes, plus the fact that i chopped off whatever ''strings were attached'' after that incident without much of a rhyme or reason...the entire thing reeks of immaturity of thought.

what a lousy way of tackling it. especially the whole two-facedness about it; saying one thing and doing another. absolutely not proud of it; ashamed more like. the aim for doing that was even more despicable, running along the lines of knowing what is wrong, yet making excuses for myself to do it, like 'i'll know the limits' or 'there's nothing wrong with expanding ''my horizons'' anyway.' in the end....i'm worse off. whatever. at least i've learnt my lesson, hopefully not to repeat it again.

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