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yups....emoing alot now. hahaha. shall rewind and go back to happier times. ie jts yesterday.

ok...for the record, the food at shokudo is actually not as bad as it sounds on those comments. just avoid places which don't have a queue in front of it (especially the pasta. it just tasted very very weird. even this friendly rubbish bin rejected it after koping 1 strand from either wenyan or suat.)

went out of the house kinda late and met estelle (the junior who stays at maplewoods too...) at the bus stop. well, didn't really need to rush so much since most people were late or very late anyway. we just ripped the juniors off man!!!! it's only coz some people didn't come so we could eat up their share of the money, otherwise, we would have exceeded by ALOT. almost 4oo bucks for 19 people. and we were only suppose to spend 15+ bucks each lah! oops. i don't care....who ask them not to come. scott even said that if he had known there was still a bit of leftover money, he would have bought somemore stuff. hahahaha.

anyways....ate this not-too-bad-tasting katsu and egg thingy, then shared waffle, CHEESECAKE!!!!, yakitori thingy, dumplings, rosti, mango ice thingy, green tea and red bean ice thingy, etc. interaction with class people:90marks, interaction with juniors: zero. oops. hahaha. well, they all zhammed seats together before we even got there lor...haiz. our table, made up of all the girls who went (me, nic, wenyan, veron, suat, jolyn, cheryl, caro, monkey) and a very random jianan was the noisiest table among the lot, if not the whole restaurant. double oops. we looked like a bunch of starved hooligans, standing around armed with cutlery, attacking all the food there. oh wells....heck lah.

went to take neoprint too!!!!! the machine was kinda small lah....but still can squeeze like 8 people in it. hahahaha. i think we made ALOT of noise coz EVERYONE was looking at us when we came out of there. oh wells. triple oops. and i regret wearing my imba high wedges....walked/stood around too much. hahaha.

sians..... why must there be school today. somemore get back math. SIANS. failed lah...duh. expected. but didn't fail as badly as i thought i might. wah....very long haven't failed math liaoz. that leaves me with 4 more subjects to fail. hahahaha. must start working even harder.....even if it'll probably kill me first. hahahaha.

maths....HECK LAH. DAOS. yar right....like who will believe me. 拜托，连我都觉得假得要命。hahaha.....i'm weird lah. the more i say that i don't care about something, the more i mean the opposite. argh....it's just my innate, unexplainable need to hide my true self, so to speak. i hate failure. hate it to the core. becoming more and more hypocritical lah....i may say it's just a stupid thing, but actually i really think it's kinda important and stuff. feel really morbid lately. don't know why....please tell me it's hormones. coz hormones follow a cycle...so i'll get outta this stage soon enuff. maybe it's my screwed up sleep pattern. the 1 that makes me die pretty quickly...not that i mind so much. hahahaha. just been emoing alot. well....now i keep myself 'busy' (in a way) so that i wouldn't keep thinking such random, morbid thoughts. oh yes...and so that i wouldn't keep screwing up my tests and exams. i hate it when people keep thinking i'm super hardworking or smart or something. i soooooo know that i'm this big fat lazy pig who doesn't like to study at all, just sit in front of the com/tv and rot there. shucks....i sound lyk some loser who's overly preoccupied with stupid results. i am a loser. hahahaha. wells....bad results wouldn't break me, but there are other things that can. marks are just stupid numbers...sheesh. breaking point. yup...soon enough. can feel it lah....一直憋在心里，一点都不好受。at least i kinda left off some of it today....好久好久没像今天那样了。though it's not some weird sudden violent outburst, it's quiet, controlled letting off of the steam. not so freaky yet. and definetely not in front of other people. but it was...sudden. outta the blue,green,purple, blah.

looks are decieving. beneath that seemingly calm sea is a storm raging beneath, waiting for the correct conditions that would turn it into the perfect storm.

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