barely surviving...
TRIPLE WHAMMY (going by no. of days...) QUADRUPLE WHAMMY (going by the no. of subjects....which were all blegh...) 6-FOLD WHAMMY (going by the no. of papers...each was worse/about as bad as the previous one...)
in all, die liao. felt half dead after yesterday's chem, feel officially certified dead after today. just feel brain drained....not fully functioning and stuff. keep doing stupid things, thinking stupid things and just being stupid. math was dreadful. just like chem. left alot of blanks and couldn't finish the paper for both. econs was so-so, just hoping i wrote what they want to see...it's so subjective and i was writing crap half the time, especially for the part about how can the small cafe survive
(dunno wad stuff about dif flavoured coffee, special delivery service and all that spastic things...). gp was the most doable thing among the lot though i could only do 1 out of the 12 essay topics (the rest just drew a 'huh? simi taici?' kind of response from me), i'm not sure about vocab words and i didn't finish my AQ (as usual....XP)can't wait for next tues AFTERNOON (i dread the morning bio paper....). gotta survive about another week more of immense torture, stone-ness, sian-ness and headaches before FREEDOM!!!
(until the time i need to start doing that awful, retarded, no-idea-what-to write lab report thingy)of course, i'm suppose to start mugging for bio now, but as usual, i'm too depressed to start. need time out before chionging again. XP already talkcock during lunch time at btm since we were all stuck there after it started pouring. blame that slow eater with a seemingly bottomless stomach.
just slept and slacked the rest of the afternoon aways....must relax the mind before tackling that horrible, must mug like siao bio. maybe i'll start later, after dinner.
but for now...i feel like typing an imba long post about random things. was looking at the songs i have and i realise they are mostly emo-ish songs, duets and songs from my fav singers/groups (who also contribute to my emo song/duet collection...) here are some of my fav fav emo songs! i remember emo songs much better than fast,happy, catchy songs for some strange, unexplainable reason. maybe i'll write about my fav duets some other time if i feel like it. XD some of the songs are kinda old (as in really not very recent....), but daos. they are nice ok!
i lazy to upload...my com always takes v long to upload stuff... so i'll just post the lyrics, anyways i bet most people have heard it before. and it's not in order of preference, it's just in order of when i chance upon it....XD
我们怎么了-SHE (
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUq96orty2k)
落泪以前再看一眼你模糊侧脸, 这会不会是最后纪念我凝视你而你凝视窗外的阴天, 一句抱歉都僵在嘴边**我搞不懂我们到底怎么了, 诚实的背后是否住着伤口我想不透我们的爱怎么了, 雨下过以后是否能让什么复活你的笑脸还在胸前晃动着昨天, 为何回忆会让人晕血如果我们继续向前走进雨里面, 会不会有溶解的危险**明明从前连真挚都很甜美, 现在怎会说句话就能肿一边**nice song no.1! the tune is really sweet and the words...they just reek of utter confusion and dejection. the mv is pretty sad too...the plot is very typical, but for some weird, unexplainable reason, the ending always cracks gerielle and me up. it's kinda illogical to burn up your cupboard coz your bf split up with you and the way the cupboard burns just looks so....fake. i think that's the fault of the director...hahah. 擦肩而过-李圣杰 (
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ7lFMIw9-I)
我爱着谁爱到我有点醉， 告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对你不会累但我却爱你爱得好累， 从没有为了谁不顾安危付出一切~~站在这平衡点， 我还是觉得有点危险或许是看不见， 只能够靠感觉**他不会是个好男人， 也不会是个好情人， 你对我说我们只是擦肩而过好的男人有那么多， 少了他的日子也能过我不会再让你寂寞， 也不会让你更难过， 你听我说要好好学着去生活就算未来有多少错， 至少还有我的问候， 我的温柔陪你度过你听我说你不要这么做， 你不要看着我说你已经知道怎么做你很难受，我愿意陪你一起承受， 只要你不怕痛再多坎坷我都陪你走~~**nice emo song no. 2! this is quite new bah and it's definitely suppose to be sung by a guy. actually, i only like the chorus and can only remember the chorus. the tune for the verse isn't as catchy/memorable. but the whole song is definitely emo, like many of this guy's songs. didn't really like him that much until now...haha. still...love the chorus to bits! XD it's got this whole 'jealous, nice and protective bbf of a suicidal girl coz she just got ditched' kind of tone. quite sweet lah...even the mv is emo. this guy is waaaay emo.你爱我吗-樱桃帮 (
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihV25n7jy1o)
你爱我吗？你是爱我的吧 未来真的很长如果你不愿意回答， 最后我会再问你一次，你爱我吗？从前我们走过的地方， 像是一幅幅美丽的画曾经那些天真的梦想， 是不是只能是童话为什么我们变成这样， 拿着电话却说不出话或许眼泪不让它流下， 就好像不那么悲伤**你爱我吗？你是爱我的吧 当你眼睛闭上， 低下头不说一句话你爱我吗？你是爱我的吧
未来真的很长如果你不愿意回答， 最后我会再问你一次，你爱我吗？为什么变得如此沉默， 回忆我们最初的承诺就让那些浪漫的所有都消失这黑色天空**nice emo song no. 3! ok..i know most people don't quite like cherry boom, but i think this song is sooooo emo and nice though it's a tad old too... love their style of punk rock in this super emo song which makes it sound quite different from normal emo songs. it's so sad lah, all this rhetorical (sp? haha) questioning and pondering about the sweet memories going on throughout the song. used to be my all time fav song to emo too...still ranks 1 of my top emo songs now. i don't care if people don't like their style of music....i think it's cool with loads of attitude.味道-辛晓琪 (
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3OF95j6ElM)
今天晚上的星星很少， 不知道它们跑那去了赤裸裸的天空星星多寂廖~~我以为伤心可以很少， 我以为我能过的很好谁知道一想你思念苦无药，无处可逃**想念你的笑， 想念你的外套， 想念你白色袜子和身上的味道我想念你的吻和手指淡淡烟草味道， 记忆中曾被爱的味道今天晚上心事很少， 不知道这样算好不好赤裸裸的寂寞朝着心头绕~~**this is super old, more than 10 years old liao. think it was released in '95 or somewhere around there. it's even turned into a 经典歌曲. hahaha...not surprised. it's another emo song with a 'pining for love' kind of tone. just don't understand why she likes cigarette smell so much...hahah. anyways, i always quite liked this song, just didn't know it's name and who sang it. haven't even heard of her until like just now. hahahaha. but it's definitely a very long-lasting song and it sure is emo.借口-周杰伦 (
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fbCMJbSVcM)
翻着我们的照片， 想念若隐若现。 去年的冬天我们笑得很甜看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见， 来不及听见你已走得很远也许你已经放弃我， 也许已经很难回头我知道是自己错过， 请再给我一个理由说你不爱我就算是我不懂， 能不能原谅我？ 请不要把分手当作你的请求我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口， 请你回头我会陪你一直走到最后就算没有结果， 我也能够承受， 我知道你的痛是我给的承诺你说给过我纵容， 沉默是因为包容， 如果要走请你记得我如果难过请你忘了我emo song no. 5! this is like the 1st jay song that i can really remember the lyrics, play on piano and stuff. i know it's kind of old too...but i really like it. it's just so sweet yet sad...especially the last lines of the song. sooooo sweet! i'll use it as my parting lines if someone wants to split up with me next time. hahahahaha....i still don't understand why jay go and find all the angmohs to stare in the mv. maybe there's a lack of chinese people there where he was filming. hahaha. i also wonder if it was written to jolin....hmmmm... hahaah.5 emo songs should be enough bah....i still have lots of emo songs that i like. hahaha. oh! there's one really cool song that is as good as a love song compilation. it's 情歌王 by 古巨基. but it's super long, like around 10 min i think...there's a chinese version and a canto version if i'm not wrong. so far, i've only heard the chinese version and it's quite cool to hear snippets of the dif styles/era of love songs being played all at 1 go.
very long long post....can make up for many days of blogging. hahaha...shall start mugging bio tomorrow...sians
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